I couldn't give up the self harm after all.
In total about 30+ times
Its like something else takes over. I become frenzied. It's like its not me, its someone else. Over and over again till i bleed.
And then it starts again.
Always in multiples of 3. Don't know why. I'm not OCD but maybe the part of my brain that does this is.
More scars.
And once again i have to gide behind long sleeves and lies.
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