Carried Away By The Complicated Current Of Confusion

First things first, you know when you walk into a room and you just get this overwhelming feeling that you're not supposed to be there? Well that just happened. There's no place for me here, at least that's what it feels like.

And tomorrow, tomorrow we go camping. That is either going to be a really goood weekend, or somehow i'm going to get depressed and cause a row and ruin it for everyone. I'm thinking the latter is more likely.

Still feeling down

Still feeling like my life is going down the gutter.

Will it ever get better?

Probably. Probably not.